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sometimes I kiss people I shouldn’t kiss and let them unbutton my jeans sometimes I leave English class without asking and walk in angular circles until I can hear the blood rushing under my skin sometimes I run until I can’t breathe sometimes I sit in the rain sometimes I sleep for six hours in the middle of the day

sometimes I drive too fast and listen to my music so loud that it hurts sometimes I drink until everything goes black and I don’t remember talking about you all night (even though I do)

sometimes I cry about books and about people who died hundreds of years ago sometimes I don’t cry even though I want to more than anything sometimes I ignore the people I love sometimes hold myself to keep everything in because you are not here to do it

sometimes I think I’m alive sometimes I think I probably never will be.

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@1 day ago with 68415 notes
From birthday weekend before it turned kind of emotionally terrible

From birthday weekend before it turned kind of emotionally terrible

@2 days ago with 2 notes
#i'm in the middle #also I'm the one that looks like me 

I’m not okay with how quickly life is changing and how unprepared I am to deal with it. 

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@2 days ago with 5 notes
#struggin #also I don't like getting to know these people #please dont tell me about how much you love your parents #or what your favorite anything is #I understand the situation and I don't want to see you and think of all the personal deatles I know about you 

Actual Quotes from my Dad (An English Teacher)

Dad:Why the hell did you put a comma there?
Dad:Do you even know what a participial phrase is?
Dad:Omg. He's like my favorite character of all time.
Dad:Who should I dress up as for the movie premier?
Dad:Hey are you awak? I know it's late, but you read Animal Farm, right? Yeah. I need you to read this report. I can't tell if I am just super tired or if this is actual bullshit.
Dad:Alesha wouldn't be able to spell 'definitely' right if wrote it down for her. She would fucking erase it and then write 'defiantly', because she doesn't care. I hate her.
Dad:I need you to bake brownies. I lost a bet.
Dad:Omg. You cannot ship me with Gilcher. You know I don't like tattoos and he's like twenty-five. And for Christ's sake, he teaches math.
Dad:Omg. Gilcher said the funniest thing today.
Dad:Mrs. Ashworth and I have decided to start a band. It'll be called Great Expectations.
Dad:It's like you didn't read the fucking book.
Dad:Okay. So this week you're reading this book I stole from Mrs. Ashworth's. It's like sixty pages long, but you'll love it.
Dad:*puts books on my bed for me to read everyday and demands that I read them*
Dad:My son doesn't like reading. I have not only failed him, but society. You aren't my son. Leave.
Dad:Okay. So you're getting books for Christmas. All of you. I get discounts on them since I'm a teacher, and since I'm a teacher, it's all I can afford, so...
Dad:Fucking standardized testing can go fuck itself in the ass.
Dad:I have to teach for the required testing instead of what they really need to know.
Dad:Fuck the government.
Dad:Fuck the school board.
Dad:Close the door.
Dad:Charles Dickens was so fucking pretentious, and I hate him, but he also caused change, but he's such a Dick. Ha. DICKens.
Dad:I love puns.
Dad:People who say sarcasm is the lowest form of humor are assholes.
Dad:Please shut up.
Dad:Catching Fire was the worst book but the best movie and that feels weird.
Dad:I wouldn't get so mad when you call me at school if you didn't change your ringtones to inappropriate rap music.
Dad:I fucking hate Alesha. She asked what countries were apart of Austria-Hungary today and I almost told her to get out.
Dad:You cannot visit my school in a dress that short. There are boys there.
Dad:Barbra Parks is fucking Queen.
Dad:I need you to make me a good, relaxing playlist for silent reading. I'm too lazy.
Dad:If I have to watch two of my students grind on each other at one more dance, I will kill them both.
Dad:They act like I care what they think.
Dad:I hate homework.
Dad:I have decided to become a politician.
Dad:What's the one book with the guys and the one kills the other and the chick without a name who dies and the short angry man? Mouseman? Oh my fucking gosh. Of Mice and Men. I have failed.
@3 days ago with 83443 notes

"Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me, so I knew what Augustus was doing. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a Sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile."

John Green (The Fault in Our Stars)

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@3 days ago with 2742 notes

Probs gonna have puffy eyes tomorrow while in class. cooooool

@1 week ago

marinakayy asked: 5, 23, 26

5. I’m not looking forward to the day he get’s another girlfriend and I have to see/deal with it. Pathetic I know, but true none the less.

23. Today was pretty shitty. I mean it was pretty good, until I accidentally drove up next to a car with him in the passenger seat of a convertible with another dark haired girl, which I know it’s what he’s into.

26. I don’t really know if I’m disappointed in anyone. I think some people are ridiculous because they act like a mother fucking 5 year old, but I’m not necessarily disappointed in them.

@1 week ago

WOAH INTERESTING QUESTIONS

01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
04:what are you listening to?
05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
06:where do you think your best friend is right now?
07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
08:favorite song ?
09:kiss on the first date?
10:is there one person you want to be with right now?
11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
12:is there something you would like to say to someone?
13:what are three things you did today?
14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
15:what is your favorite kind of gum?
16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
17:what is on your wrists right now?
18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
19:does anyone have strong feelings for you?
20:are you slowly drifting away from someone?
21:have you ever wasted your time on someone?
22:can you do the alphabet in sign language?
23:how have you felt today?
24:you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
25:what is wrong with you right now?
26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
29:how late did you stay up last night and why?
30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
31:what were you doing an hour ago?
32:what are you looking forward to in the next month?
33:are you wearing jeans right now?
34:are you a patient person?
35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
36:favorite color?
37:did you have a dream last night?
38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
40:do you love anyone who is not related to you?
41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
42:do you like meeting new people?
43:are you afraid of falling in love?
44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
@1 week ago with 555097 notes

squarlo:

xemackx:

wildpens:

This baby knows x

SO CUTE that’ll be my son

i will NOT let you steal that baby

(via amberwharsh)

@2 days ago with 109772 notes

John Mayor radio station on pandora was either the best or worst idea ever.

@2 days ago with 2 notes

Having to serve pasta to the guy I slept with this weekend was mediocre. Also he’s a little shit because he knew I worked there. He also chose to sit right in front of pasta at my work so I could fucking see him for an hour. what a little fucking freshman frat bro shit head. I don’t like that these shit heads do this because do they know it means that I’m literally telling everyone every weird thing they did during that time. Like when I woke up with his arm around me and his face like nuzzling my shoulder. I didn’t ask for that shit and I’m sure you’d like everyone who serves you food to know shit like that. Jesus…

@2 days ago with 1 note

kaliforhnia:

Idk why I keep getting sad over people that don’t give a shit about me.

(via onlytherightregrets)

@3 days ago with 265594 notes

Accidentally slept with a freshman on my 20th Birthday…

@3 days ago with 1 note

"Fluff rice with a fork, never stir it with a spoon.
Vaseline is the best night time eye cream on the market.
You can buy alcohol and chips with your parents’ gas station credit cards.
If you force something, you’ll break it. That could be good or bad.
It’s important to read the care tags on your clothing and follow those instructions.
Related: don’t wash and dry j. crew wool sweaters.
Changing your car’s oil is not optional.
Whatever physical objects you acquire you will one day have to put into a box and move.
You’re allowed to disagree with negative feedback.
It’s always worth reading the instruction manual.
Nostalgia, like any drug, can be a poison or a remedy.
Pets are like human friends but better in every conceivable way.
Good doctors listen more than they talk.
You can’t fix a burned roux.
Floss.
Just because someone is an authority figure does not mean they are intelligent/competent/right.
Measure twice, cut once.
Get your nice jeans and dress pants tailored by a professional.
If you’re uncomfortable wearing it you will not look good.
You’re not required to drink alcohol while in a bar.
There are a few things that cure all ills: the beach, your favorite album on vinyl, and fresh garlic.
Kindness is not weakness.
Baking soda is not baking powder.
Taking Excedrin P.M. while still in public is not advisable.
Terrible people will succeed. Wonderful people will fail. The world is not fair.
Appropriate footwear is always key.
You can absolutely be too forgiving.
Real humor punches up, not down.
Reading the assigned chapters will actually help you learn the material.
There are no adults. Everyone is as clueless as you are.
Applying eyeliner well is a timeless art.
You can always leave. Awkward dates, suffocating jobs, hometowns that you outgrow, relationships that aren’t growing in the right direction.
You can always come home again.
But it won’t be the same.
Life is too short for bad books, boring movies, shitty people, and margarine.
Never underestimate the importance of eyebrows."

@1 week ago with 64333 notes

We Were In Love — Ta-ku

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